Princess Apple's plan for me...

Princess Apple has a plan for me...

She wants me to be addicted to her... hypnotised by her beauty and unable to escape as she takes my money and controls me.  She has learned my weaknesses and how to exploit them already to get what she wants. 

I've only seen her twice so far.  The first time she wore black lingerie and red stockings and teased me with her cock under her panties.  She knows I'm so desperate to see her hard cock but she wouldn't let me see it.  At first i only wanted to pay a little bit but she made me pay more and more until my account was drained.  She also teased with her lips and tongue... i was unable to resist no matter how hard i tried.  Once my account was drained she let me cum... but she still didn't let me see her cock because i hadn't earned that yet.

After that first time I was amazed by how desperate she'd made me... i could feel a whole new level of addiction creeping in... one i had to keep away from!  I promised myself to not see her again but she has now lured me back.  We have a date setup for this tuesday and i'm telling myself i have to resist spending too much but it's going to be so hard to do!  I must do my best to resist.

She's also not allowing me to cum until i see her next so i will be extra horny and weak... and i have to play with myself while watching ts porn but not cum whenever i'm home alone....  and think of her too.  I keep looking at the shemale pornstars and imagining how incredible Princess Apple must look naked... it's all i can think about.  I will do anything... ANYTHING to see her naked... to finally see her beautiful cock... she knows this and is taking advantage of it.  I need to try and escape but how can i?  Starting this blog surely won't help!  But i can't control what i'm doing now... i just want to please my Princess and serve her... it's the most important thing... the only thing!

The other thing i think she's doing is making sure my bisexuality... a part of me i'd been resisting for so long... grows and even becomes stronger than my hetrosexuality.  That's why she's making me watch ts porn...  She wants to ensure that i crave her more than my girlfriend... so i spoil her more.  I know all these things... but i can't fight it... Princess Apple is too powerful